poems about love & desire.
The Price
Invoke my name
Tell me I am your religion
Tell me that you worship me
Show me your altar
And give yourself to me
This is love
Devotion of a pious nature
Tell me you’d kiss the ground I walk on
Let me sink my teeth into your neck
God giveth and god taketh
One kiss, ever closer to Heaven
Do you know what I ask of you?
The price you pay?
It’s your soul
It’s your soul
Carts
I wish upon a star
no matter how far you go,
I will always
Push the shopping cart
Arby's The Musical
You ever see someone
And you’re just like
Oh yeah,
I would totally,
Absolutely,
Without a doubt,
Take you to Arby’s
Melt
You see, my love
I must be so strong for everyone
Is it okay if I’m not strong for you?
Is it okay if I fall apart with you?
Is it okay if I melt away with you?
Will you still love me?
You fall in love with broken things
And you try to fix them
And you cut your hands on the brokenness
And call it sacrifice
LUNA
Will you touch me in moonlight?
Caress beneath these covers
One eye open to witness wonder
Bereaved, before my heart bespoke
O, who shall save me, Lord?
Who has the key?
You’ve struck a curious chord
Sacred. Sacrament. Sacrilegious.
Now, a kiss before we part?
Confessions
I’m sorry I never loved myself enough
And got lost in you instead
I’m sorry I never said anything
I was too scared
I’m sorry if I ever came off weird, or distant, or far away
I didn’t know how to get close
I didn’t know if I wanted to get close
I didn’t know if it was safe for me to get close
The Universe has a funny way of speaking to me
Through you
Through the space I make between us
And I keep trying to guess the reason why
And this too, I get lost in
IF I CAN REACH YOU
cold metal lies beside my lips
I wonder if I can reach you
the void says nothing back
but i sliver my spells into it anyway
maybe if i speak softly enough
it’ll reach you
wherever you are
and if i close my eyes tight
you’re already here
to catch my spells
and whisper some back
as i drift off into…
WHY MUST YOU TEMPT ME SO?
to the wisps who whisper
roses against my neck
and ivy on my lips
i close my eyes
to taste ecstasy though fleeting
and when i open i am awake
alone
the sheets don’t cover me fully
i turn on my side
i shiver
why must you tempt me so?
i know not who i ask
A GUARDED CELLAR
my heart lies in a garden
guarded by moondust lions
at the center
a titian core tinged with scarlet
it burns
it burns
it burns
so hot that all who touch become dust
so i remain, chained.
never to be touched.
never to be held.
& never to be kissed.
i only know thirst when it scorches my throat
i only know sweat when i am taken by force
i only know heat when i am frozen hoarse.
oh, it burns
it burns
it burns
MEET ME THERE
west of here, not east
follow the magnolias
the ones my father planted
lavender will lead you to me
breathe deeply and follow the scent
it’s mine too
you know it well
and i know yours
it’s the place we dream
for we have yet to see the flesh
but many a nights we’ve met
behind the rushing downpour
i will await you there
deep within there’s a spring.
a heat bubbles within
life grows here, how i do not know
there are magnolias there
and spider lilies
and lotus flowers
i’ll await you there at midnight.
you’ll come. won’t you?
i long to see you.
if not in flesh, come nonetheless
i’ll understand
it took me many nights to find my way here
brambles caught my clothes
shadows led me astray
i mistook nightshade for magnolias
and i died many times.
but how else would i have found you?
for my flesh does not know you but my heart …
in death it knows. it darkness it sees.
so i will wait for you.
perhaps you mistook magnolia for nightshade too
and you have many more times to die.
my love is in the space between my palms when i pray
time means nothing.
and so is the space between us
meet me there.
SCHISMS
can i long
and be still?
waiting at the mouth of the sea
ocean spray before me
can i long
and be still?
when the schism in my soul
speaks of the rifts between us
can i long
and be still?
is that how i remain whole?
and not torn-folded